Saturday, March 27, 2004

The wheels on the bus go 'round and 'round

Well, people, I'm a little scared right now.
I realized that I have been slipping into the habit of daydreaming.
A lot.
And that isn't good.
Several years ago, I had a calendar, "The Cat's Guide To Love."
One of my favorite sayings from it is "If you find your head is in the clouds, make sure your feet are the ground."

I like to think that I am a fairly levelheaded person.
But I dunno.

I see that I am starting to slip into the mode that I was in late last summer and fall. I don't know if anyone really noticed, other than my mother, but she thinks I was in a state of depression. In a way, I sort of didn't say anything from early July to around October/Novemberish. It was a period of adjustment for me. My best friend got married and was gone and my other best friend was out of the country for three months. Now she's getting married in a month and she'll be gone.
Another one bites the dust.
Bah.

So, this daydreaming/mind wandering thing....
It just worries me.
And I want to read.
Like the fluff kind of reading, the escapist kind.
The kind of books that you pay $6.95 for and the kind which I don't even usually end up reading in its entirety.
I want to read Byron. And when is that ever a good sign???
*sigh*
I went to the library today and got a couple of Bronte biographies.
I did Spanish homework and listened to some opera cds.
Now I'm looking at a computer screen, at words.

Water, water, everywhere
And not a drop to drink

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