Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Blah blah blah

I have been at Hallmark for a year now.
Yay for me.

My wisdom teeth are being extracted next week.
I will be officially dumb on Wednesday.

I am meeting up with my Fairy Godmother on Saturday.
Haven't seen her since we went to the Boys in February.
On Saturday we're going to the second public perf of the workshop thingie for Emma. Should be interesting. As long as Uncle Morty isn't there, I'll be happy.

Do I look my age?
Maybe my eyesight is going or something, but I'm having problems discerning a person's age lately.

Garrison is in Yountville tonight.
I love me some Garrison.
He's old enough to be my grandfather.
That's depressing.

There's a card at work that says
"I wish we had back-up singers...other than that, everything is pretty good."
That's how I feel.

Signing off.

Vermeer

Time for Vermeer again.
I love Vermeer.
I have this theory that if Vermeer had been a composer, he would have been Chopin.
If Chopin had been a painter, he would have been Vermeer.
:)

Friday, April 14, 2006

Sorry, folks.
Didn't realize it had been a week since I posted.

Anyways, you really didn't miss anything.
I was in something of a blue patch.
I think it's over.

What is going on with this kooky weather.
It rains for six weeks, then it's over 70 degrees.
But I'm just glad to have naked feet again.
I did hear that it's supposed to rain on Sunday, but I guess one can't have everything.
Who made that rule anyways???

Lissa is coming tomorrow and we are going to Camellia's for tea.
Should be lovely.
Have choir practice tonight.
Laaaaa!!!!!

I got out of work an hour early because there were four people on the schedule and it wasn't very busy.
Bless all people who do their holiday shopping before the holiday is upon them.
And bless all bootleggers.

I don't know if I've mentioned this before, but Trader Joe's has a magnificent chicken wrap thing. It's lovely. You should try it.

Happy Easter Bunny to everyone.
Eat some chocolate.
Wear pastels.
And all that jazz.

Friday, April 07, 2006

This is what happens when you make peach cobbler and have it for dinner at 10 pm.
You think about all kinds of things that seem to have no relation, but are really like those enormous balls of string that get in the Guinness Book of Records.
Two sections of the sting may be yards and yards away from each other, but they're still part of the same ball.

It's amazing to look back on events in your life and seesaw back and forth between wanting to laugh at how dumb you were or slap yourself for how dumb you were.
I shake my head at how stupid I was.
It wasn't stupid at the time, but it sure is stupid now.
But what I can't figure out is why certain things, little things, can in a split second, take you back years.
Your heart leaps, your breath catches in your throat.
In the same moment your brain hopes it's true, but it's also telling you it's impossible.
In that moment, you hope it's true but you also know that you don't truly want it.
You wanted it back then, but you don't now. The idea of embracing it is so completely foreign to you. Why did you want it in the first place? How did you want something and know you wouldn't take it if you could have it? I don't think it was that whole business of wanting something just because you couldn't have it. It wasn't that.
Why did I want be to a doctor?
Why did I want to be with those people?
Why did I want to go there?
Not that those people or places were bad or anything I would be ashamed of.
I dunno.
It's just confusing.

Some things just are stuck to you. You'll never be able to remove them.
They don't hurt anymore, but they're still there.

It's difficult to live life in Forward Play mode.
It would be easier if we could live in sort of a Backward Play mode.

So!
*kisses everyone*
Life is fun, ain't it?
Night night!

Wow. This is kinda wierd.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language
Still raining over here.
Ain't that a kick in the head.

Yep.
That's about all I have to say.

Signing off...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

The boys

I love my boys.

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I miss them both, even though one of them is still around.
It was so nice (tonight)to see the one that isn't around.
I told him we need to go to dinner and I was even kind enough to tell him that his wife can come, too.
Aren't I sweet?
He'll be the first to remind you that I didn't want him.
;) ;) ;)